- Sad dogs – well, sad pets in general. They're so helpless and full of trust and you just feel like you keep letting them down.
- Sad friends. I would always rather know they're sad than ignore or assume anything but not being able to help is... awful.
- Knowing I'm not good enough.
- Being ignored or replaced. Getting left behind in favour of someone else. This obviously only applies to people I care about but do I even need to point that out?
- Change. Not just change for the worse - neutral change as well. Seeing things disappear and get forgotten, people developing new habits and mannerisms and losing old ones... losing common interests, seeing people important to me leave circles we could connect in. Even when the change ends up being for the better a part of me will always turn to melancholia.
I tried to find things that made me primarily sad and only peripherally induced rage rather than things that make me angry while just being overall devastating. The divide turned out to be less clear than I thought it would be.
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