New Year, New.... Blog?

A new year, a new decade just began, and I‘m seeing resolutions, promises, wishes and fears all over the place. People sharing just that little bit of themselves with strangers, twisting their respective languages effortlessly, making it seem easier than it‘s ever been for me. I suppose all that finally managed to prod me into the right direction, as I’ve been thinking about making a blog for a long time. However, I felt it might be unnecessary, what with me having trouble voicing my thoughts. If I was to start a blog, I would need to scrape one together first. It seems like… at 3:29, it’s finally late enough for me to have something to say.

I’ve never been one to make resolutions. I’ve never even felt the need to try. However… this time around, I feel I should.

1. I will keep all my promises, the ones I made during 2009 as well as the ones I am going to make. Keeping my promises, the ones made to important friends, has always been important to me, and as far as I know… I’ve yet to break any. I still felt the need to voice this.
2. I will figure out exactly what the hell my head is doing. I can’t seem to keep up with my thoughts. I want to know. To know why, and how, I think what I think and not what I don’t or refuse those small, seemingly harmless thoughts before they as much as have the chance to surface.
3. I will work. Focus. Set goals, desire them, reach for them. If not for me… then for those I hold dear. They have dreams, ambitions, and the least I can do for them is do my best to meet them.

I figured I could try to let photos do the talking for me in most of my future entries. This was before I wrote this one, though, and now I’m not so sure. I’m not enough of a photographer to have a camera with me at all times, and recording everything is not something I can achieve. I could use this as something to help me with the second resolution instead. But could that really work? It’s not often that I can write this much, and this might die on me before even drawing its first breath.

Making it a mix of the two sounds slightly half-hearted to me, but I admit, it might work. We shall see.

(The name? I’m horrible with titles. Horrible. This might come across as something completely unrelated to anything, and to be honest, that isn’t far from the truth. Either my memory is failing me, or it’s something random someone important scribbled on a box of chocolates. <3)